ChalkyHonkie

Beneth a soul, With murkey glow, Entangled mysteriously, Where not a sound peeps, Dirty hands reside here, Nevermore recieving peace, Doust in shame, Sleeping dogs lie, The Emulsion shuns, A life not living.

Fair happiness, How much I have missed, My friend, You have been gone for too long. I feared someone would take your place, But I see you won’t easily submit, For that I am glad. Never give up.

Alone forever, A hermit I will always be, Always loving, Never loved in return, Forever a fighter, Denied a lover, Alone forever, Forever alone, A hermit I will always be.

Teardrops fall like rain, Running down my cheeks, Like a mountain stream, Joining my mouth, Pursed with a salty sorrow. An expressionless pain, Showing itself so apparently, As the invisible man covered in paint. Hurting to let it show, Burning to keep it inside, That’s why I write.

I wonder, A thought looms at the back of one’s mind, An event that would alter the path of one’s fate, Where a man puts his own life in his hands. With ill intent, I wonder, There isn’t anything to lose, And still nothing to gain. A peaceful silence, A man cannot resist, Especially to such an opportunity, I wonder.

Sitting in the moonlight, Reflecting on a memory, A violent storm insight, Threatening to consume me, I begin crying out in pain, You’re overwhelming me. I no longer think of anything else, Everything that is you, Has become me. I never thought it would be like this, To love and lust, Becoming tangled in the web of sorrow and heartache

We are here once again, Standing upon the foothills of our own demise, Staring at the blissful ending, Taking the plunge of the heart, It is all my fault, How deeply I believed in love and happy endings. Forever in doubt, Always alone, Face soaked in tears, Where laughs are too few. I hate myself, This wallowing misery, Never again shall my walls be penetrated

Pulsing heart, Bleeding love, An unnatural lust within, The hunger never satisfied, Jealousy sustenance, Fleeting reason, Ill justice implied, A moment of malice, Failing heart, Bleeding heartache, Soaking tears.